Reci mu da ga voliš/Tell him how much you love him

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Mauricio Bouzas “Love and religion”

Zašto da govorim okolo koliko ga volim a njemu ne govorim? Jer se to podrazumijeva. Da ga volim. Ali mi smo zaboravna bića i dovoljno je da samo jedan dan prođe i mi više nismo isti. Svaki dan je nova potvrda ljubavi koliko god to teško zvučalo.

Zato je potrebno sitnicama, dodirima, zagrljajima, kada god nam je teško i “ne da nam se”, reći mu: fino si to napisao, odlično si dijete previo – sve što nam uopšte ne pada na pamet, ali mislim da je najvažnije uspjeti održati mu duh mladim. I pokazati mu da te i dalje privlači i da ti i dalje njegov pogled govori sve što ti nije jasno a stalno se propituješ.

Jer mene je njegov pogled privukao.

Nakon nekog vremena se podrazumijeva da je taj neko kraj mene, da mu više ne trebam gledati ni kako mu kosa pada – na koju stranu, da li mi se više sviđa jedan ili drugi parfem, pa me onda čak i nije briga kako će se njemu svidjeti nešto što sam ja obukla. A to mi je bitno.

I kao da sve stane. Ništa se više ne pojavljuje na horizontu. I onda se čovjek okrene drugima. Traži nešto novo, zanimljivo, što će ga oživjeti. A u stvari traži sebe kojeg je negdje u vremenu ispustio. Ako se to i desi treba sam sa sobom sjesti i reći sebi istinu – propao si /nisi ono što si bila/niko drugi nije kriv osim tebe. Čak i ako strada veza između dvoje ljudi pitaj sebe jesi li tu cvjećku zalivao ili si je pustio da izdivlja i ninašta ne liči.Dok nam zemlja ne padne na lice možemo sve promjeniti. SVE.




Why would I talk in public that I am in love and that I love him, without telling it to himself? Because it implies. That I am in love with him. But we human are forgettable people and it tooks only one day to pass away and we are not the same person any more. Every day is new confirmation of your love no matter how hard it sounds to us.

That is why we need to – with every single thing, touch, hug, even when it is difficult and we are “not feel like it” – tell him: you wrote that nicely, you did a good job with the baby…everything that can cross our mind, but most of all i think it is his mind that you need to take care of and keep it in youth. And show it that he still can make your knee get weak and his eyes can give you all the answers you are looking for in this world.

Because it is the look that make me fall in love.

After a while it is understandable that the person I am together with is by my side all the time, that I don’t have to look the way he brushes his hair, do I like one parfum or another, almost like I stop caring what would he say about my wardrobe and does he likes it. And it is important to me.

And it feels like everything has stopped. Nothing shows on a horizont no more. And than man turns to the others. Finds out something new, different, interesting, something that make him feel lalive again. And actually he is looking for himself who he lost in time. Even if it happen so – you should sit in front of yourself and tell the true – it is You who had failed/ You are not the same person any more/Nobody is to blame but yourself. Even when relatiponship gets damaged ask yourself have you watered that bloom or you let it go wild and unshaped. While the last branch of soil don’t fall on our face we can change everything. EVERYTHING.

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4 thoughts on “Reci mu da ga voliš/Tell him how much you love him

    1. Uvijek pronađeš nešto smisleno iako možda ne kažeš, ali mi to pokazuješ. 😉 A najvažnije je da meni to ima smisla. Jednostavno volim te pitati da mi kažeš nešto fino…
      You always find something meaningfull even if you don’t say it, but you show it to me. And the most important is that your actions has meaning. I just like to ask you to say something nice to me…

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